be a good man and be nothing to do with stuff without the stage.

i think i'll feel much better if i dont give a damn on any affair with girls but focusing on friends and family. that's what i will do, and what will make me happy. I have made up my mind? the question of sadness and depression have none the less related to, anyone, but our self.

road is long, keep my monkey mind calm, and things will go smooth. of course, be a good person too.