Thursday, 19 January 2012

Mirror and Moan.

Every time my reflection upon the mirror would ruffle a ripple of unconfidence in my heart.

It may be superstitious, but I believe in that anyway. The reflection from the mirror sends me a signal to remind me that I am not as clever as the others, I am a very mediocre person which needs more diligence than the others to reach even the same target. I am delighted, on balance, that I am not frustrated. I am still positive, I think. I will not give up. I will be self-restrainted. I will be more focus, I will do better, I know I am not clever, and I will do something about it. I really want everyone know that, Ng Ka Shek, he is someone matters. His parents didn't waste a single pounds on him. He gets into university by his knowledge not money. I swear, I pledge, I will prove it. No matter how hard the way will be, no, no never, never, I will change my mind. When I look at the russian girl in my class, yes, she is much more clever than, I admit that, but with all my might and main, I will catch her up... I wish, I could do it. I am not sure, but I will do what all possibly can to leave no regret...

Ng Ka Shek, when you want a cigarette, think of your rivilary, when you think of girls, think of your parents, when you think of sex, think of the blunders and sins you made, when you think of give up, think of your parents, when you think of relaxing, think of revising. Actually you dont have to think of anything, focus and revise, you will make it. I am sure. trust myself.

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