Rattling over the turning point.

The idea of reading law at university has been swirling in my mind after the conversation with papa. To be frank, I do think it is a rewarding job. It would be perfect if I can make a stable living, and helping the poor. I come from the underprivileged family too when I was small. I am thinking, lawyer has perhaps bigger power to make contribution and change for the poor, rather than being a teacher. Of course both are rewarding. But, if I read law at the university, I will have more choices, even if I would not want to be a lawyer, I can still be a teacher.

It spurs me working up my english literature well. I am miles behind the others. I have no good feeling upon this subject. But I must overcome it. I hate the cowardice of dodging the difficulty I can get over.

Good night.