the woman in white.

On reading and reviewing the chapter “UK party system”, a whim crossed in my mind. I did make a dream last night – and I forgot to write it down.

I was in a lobby? Or white room? Everywhere was white, whatsoever. I met with a girl? I forgot her face! (I am not sure if she is S.) A serial of question marks orchestrated my dream. Anyway my impression and intuition told me that she was beautiful. Oh yes I remember. We were in the lobby, trying to shoot each other to death. It was a mission? Somehow in the lobby in the hotel (imagine!) I found there was a short, rock wall with a big hole in the centre in front of me and I hide there. There was one chance only. We have been under strain. We could not find the way out. She decided to take the first step, she moved out from her wall and shoot at me. She missed. It was so fast that my eyes, I believe could never catch up with the bullet – if it happened again. I was lucky, and forthwith return a shot. I have never missed. She lied and died.

I remember strangely, again, she was in white dress. Yes, a woman in white. I walked slowly toward her, found her dead already. I was so sad that, I bent down and touched her face softly, and kissed her. I don't know why – in my dream at that moment, I was very upset, and it seems to me that she was Sabina? (at least someone I know). I kissed her. And found that there are some flower-form accessories in pocket, which are all made by sliver. I took most of them in particular I can remember the flower one and left. I went out to the garden rear of the hotel. Shortly afterwards the police arrived in the hotel.

The footage turn to my home – 2314. I was tidying up Sabina sliver flower accessories on my bed. It is a double-deck bed. I left them on my bookshelf. The police came to my house and searched. They left. Nothing happen.

I am not sure if the girl is S. I have no impression if I had seen her face in my dream. But I do have a strong feeling that the woman in white was she – or have I mixed up the feeling and turned it into truth I don't know.. it was a birthday dream.