A couple of strange dreams on my 18 birthday.

Last night was 18 birthday - according to the chinese values, - I think, It shouldn't be celebrated because it is the day of our mother suffering and pain. There wasn't a big celebration of course anyway. The fact that I am having an exam the day after, foreshadowed it.

I smoked. And what is more - I went to bed quite early, around ten thirty. Whole night I was dreaming with two girls - one of them was my ex. Just as usual I can not remember much details on the second one. However, the first one was of a russian girl "N" visit my house and enjoy chinese steamed fish. She was rather uncomfortable of our feast - very strange, and funny dream. She had problem with picking up chopstick, and took the fish meat off the bones. The second one was of my ex "L". I reencountered "L" somehow in my dream - on the hill at the bus station at night. She missed the bus? or waiting for the bus? I am not sure. Anyway, It was very late I met her there, and was shocked, and took a taxi home with her. We talked few. All I can remember was just the view of west rail station, when we got there, it was almost day breaking. my mother called me for something!? I went home.

The footage turn to - I received a SMS from her. quite a horny one - i remember something like this "I would do anything for you spreading my legs let you in brabrabra unless you come back". disgusting? i am afraid. it wasn't the whole message. Whilst reading in the middle I woke up.