Fear always whispered to me that it is the fact you couldn't , and you are not that intelligent to be a student of top-five universities. Tonight I think I proved it again. I think I have tried every way which possibly can to write an essay of A grade standard. It was a big strike to me when I realize my classmate, get a A star in her history essay, I felt very, very frustrated. She was overjoyed to be the first one achieving A star within two months. She is very clever indeed. She is just, brilliant. And me? I bought loads of books and read and worked like her, (Well, I think I did more than her in revision) but still left by her many streets behind. I should be happy for her, well, I am happy for her, whilst I was terribly frustrated of my incapableness. Even my Hong Kong classmate got a bottom A grade in her essay. They didn't read as much as I did. Sometimes I did think, if my parents didn't graciously, put so many money in my education, I would probably be a absolute useless moron. They worked so hard and wasted so much resource upon me but I didn't get what should I get. I am very shameful, and stupid.
I have been receiving miserable grade in my essay from all my subjects for two weeks, (probably far longer than that.). What I should do, I know not. Well, now I am lost in toto.
I dont know what to write no more, and I cant write at all. Good night.
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