the reality is coming.

After going through the application form of Summerbridge today, I've figured out I was far too optimistic about my career. The chance of getting a stable job is minuscule.

The stress and strain occupied my mind and I think the road ahead of me is rocky and spiky. I have to reconsider the the impossible mission of going to Cambridge, which is the only safeguard to make a stable living and support my parents. It is hard, Ka Shek, but you must do everything you can and work as hard as you can to make sure you will at least be eligible for it...