If we can get a good grade altogether.

I always think - I am just a mediocre stupid boring twerp who needs to work damn hard to fright for a hope of achieving good result even there is only a fat chance. Self-perception of myself is crap. The Politics result released today came to my entire surprise - I was not stupefied but shout and scream and running in the corridor, - I got almost full marks. 98%.

Well it hasn't changed much though, life goes on, and life is about difficult decision whatsoever, just as David Cameron said in PMQs yesterday. I was just lucky, I rejoined - whilst my friends congratulate me. At least I know I am not a complete crap. I can do something. But I don't have one ounce of complacency in my heart frankly speaking, though I told my parents that, I had defeated that extremely clever Russian girl N. I don't even feel happy about the fact that she was upset and disappointed at her result. Now, you know what? I wish we could get A together, yes altogether. I felt a bit sad when I saw her disappointed appearance. I am sure she will do well next time. and for me? Well, I got a piece of luck, so? life goes on and I will work harder, That's all. If everyone is happy about their result, I think I will be happier - and more worried about myself. I have to repeat again - I am just lucky. I will work hard.

The weather today was usually, good. It is a beautiful day.