Each time when I desire to pour out my emotion and translate into words there is the brake resistance , since internally I am ashamed of unraveling my emotion in any form, including to a private diary. The thought of being contempted by myself after years halted me the way of recording my feelings.
After learning this, my desire to get into Oxbridge grows more feverish. It is not healthy but I cant help it.
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